The 5 Levels of Love: A Hero’s Journey for Males, Girls, and Humanity

I’ve been writing so much these days about The 5 Levels of Love as a result of the concepts and practices within the phrase seize the work I’ve been doing with males, girls, and communities since November 21, 1969. Let me invite you to come back with me on a brief journey into my world. It’s late at evening at Kaiser Hospital in Vallejo, California. My spouse is in her fourteenth hour of labor and I’ve been doing my finest to “coach” her via the respiration methods we had been taught in our Lamaze courses.

            The nurse checks her once more and smiles. “O.Ok, Mrs. Diamond, you’re prepared to enter the supply room. It’s time.” My spouse affords a smile of aid and I give her a hug. The nurse turns to me and says, all enterprise now, “Your job is completed now, Mr. Diamond. You possibly can go to the ready room.” I gave my spouse a fast hug and wished her effectively. “I’ll see you after,” I instructed her. We each knew the principles, which had been spelled out for us upfront. No Fathers within the Supply Room.

            I wave as my spouse is wheeled down the corridor and I went via the doorways to the supply room. However for some cause I can’t undergo. I really feel the calling of my unborn little one whispering to me. “I don’t desire a waiting-room father. Your house is right here with us.” I don’t hesitate. I flip round and stroll the lengthy hallway and thru the doorways into the supply room.

            The lights are brilliant and I’m a bit disoriented, however there is no such thing as a query of leaving if requested. I’ve gotten the decision and no hospital guidelines are going to maintain me from answering it. Quickly, amid tears of aid and pleasure, our son, Jemal, is born. He’s handed to me and with tears operating down my face, as I look down at him, I make a vow that I will probably be a special type of father than my father was in a position to be for me and do all the things I can to create a world the place father’s are totally concerned with their youngsters and households.

            Quick ahead to 1972 and my spouse and I are in Los Angeles to satisfy our new little child. Once we have been in faculty and had talked about marriage and kids, we determined we might have a child after which undertake a baby. We each felt the world was getting crowded with people and we should always assist restrict development by having just one little one after which taking a baby who wanted a house and household.

            Angela was 2 ½ months once we first met and after I appeared into her eyes and he or she smiled at me, I fell immediately in love. We had instructed the adoption company that we needed a woman, that she must be youthful than our son, however that race didn’t matter. Angela was African-American and bringing her house was one other transformational step on the journey of affection.

            Having Angela, launched me to the distinctive relationship that’s created between a father and daughter that’s totally different than the one between a father and son. She additionally launched me to a special world the place race issues a fantastic deal or not a lot, however is at all times a actuality.

            For those who had met my spouse and I in 1972, you’ll have seen a pair who have been on high of the world. I had a job that I liked as a wedding and household counselor and therapist. My spouse, took care of the kids and ultimately went again to work. Nobody, least of all me, would have ever predicted that the stresses in our lives would start to extend and ultimately pull our household aside.

            Shortly earlier than our tenth anniversary in June 1976, after a brief strive at marriage counseling, we determined we needed to finish the wedding. We went to an legal professional who tried to mediate an amicable settlement, however our anger and ache overwhelmed us and we went via a rancorous divorce with competing attorneys arguing our case. I used to be positive my ex-wife was guilty. She was positive I used to be the reason for our issues.  Our youngsters have been caught within the cross-fire and the harm we triggered nonetheless haunts me forty-five years later.

            I continued working serving to others, although my very own life was a large number. I dated a short time making an attempt to be an honest father to Jemal and Angela who have been residing with their mom, for the reason that courts on the time felt that moms have been inherently higher mother and father than fathers and my requests for custody have been denied.

            I had an ill-conceived, and probably lethal, rebound relationship with a girl who slept with a gun underneath her pillow. I used to be positive she was the passionate dream lover I hoped would take my ache away or not less than drown it in adrenaline. We obtained married, a lot to the shock of my family and friends. We fought for many of the two years we have been collectively. Even the make-up intercourse as stuffed with excessive drama and hazard. After I inform you, I used to be fortunate to get out alive with out killing her, I’m not exaggerating. You’ll need to learn my books if you wish to get the total story.

            For the subsequent a part of the story, we’ve to return in time to November, 1949. I’m a month shy of my sixth birthday and my uncle Harry is driving me to Camarillo State Psychological Hospital. “Why do we’ve to go,” I requested. I used to be making an attempt to carry again my tears.

            “As a result of your father wants you,” he stated. Harry was my father’s sister’s husband and was at all times sort and supportive to me.

            “What’s the matter with him?” I needed to know. 

            Silence. In our household we didn’t discuss these issues.

            It took me years to come back to grasp that my father’s “breakdown” concerned him taking an overdose of sleeping drugs. He had develop into more and more depressed as a result of he couldn’t assist his household doing the work he liked. I grew up questioning what occurred to my father, whether or not it might occur to me, and what I might do to maintain different households from the ache of rising up with a depressed father and an anxious father who was positive she was going to die, I used to be going to die, or each of us would die younger.

            The ultimate a part of this journey started in 1979 after I joined a males’s group. It was step one in my very own therapeutic journey. A yr later I met my current spouse, Carlin, and collectively we’ve realized in regards to the 5 Levels of Love, which I describe in my ebook, The Enlightened Marriage: The 5 Transformative Levels of Relationships and Why the Greatest is Nonetheless to Come.

            We’ve been joyfully married for forty-one years now, although we each proceed to study extra about all 5 levels of affection and the significance of understanding and therapeutic the injuries from the previous.

            Based mostly on my private experiences and my skilled work over the past fifty-two years serving to women and men to stay totally, love deeply, and make a optimistic distinction on this planet, I’m planning to supply a collection of programs on the 5 Levels of Love.

            I’m positive not everybody will resonate with all the things I’ve shared right here about my very own journey. However in case you resonate with any a part of my story and also you’d wish to study extra in regards to the upcoming coaching packages, please drop me a notice to Jed@MenAlive.com and put “5 Levels of Love Coaching” within the topic line. Inform me a bit about your self and your curiosity and I’ll ship you particulars in regards to the upcoming coaching packages.

            I belief I’ve given you a fast overview of my story, sufficient that will help you resonate with your individual story, and the place you’re in your individual relationship. This coaching is likely to be for you if:

• You have got a great relationship, however you’d prefer it to be nice.
• You might be having issues in your relationship and also you don’t need it to crumble.
• You aren’t in a relationship now however want to be some day.
• You wish to perceive what causes relationships that begin out good to develop into unhealthy.
• You’re a counselor or a coach who desires to assist others navigate the 5 Levels of Love.

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